Mashitah dah amik IC

Happy birthday my sweet angel, dah besar anak aku, 1 april lahir..dan buat IC dah..siap berbedak bagai..nak amik gambar..you big girl now ..sayang, you have your own ID already, you no longer need my IC to apply anything, no need to tumpang me anymore

You on your own now..beware of cruel world out there..now you are 12, moga jadi anak solehah, rajin,matang dan mama siang malam berdoa semoga dapat cemerlang dalam UPSR..mama harap kakak jadi tauladan, benchmark for your siblings..to be a successful one.I do hope you get better school..walaupun mama sangat berat melepaskan you ke boarding school sedari umur yang sangat muda ini, but I might change my mind..do hope so.

Mama tak daoat bayangkan you have to clean you own bed,wash your own cloth..kat hostel tu, to me you will always my sweet little child which mama reluctant to let you grow up..silly mama kan..but I can't help it. Once you have your own kid, you will experience same horror as I encountered now for not letting go your precious one.

My worry, my concern will not change even if you alreay have family on your own, I will still treat you like my crying baby..

Sarah new lady in town

5 April 2013..history for Sarah and for me..Sarah rupanya mendahului kakak, she's a champion herself..reaching puberty..I cried, hug her when she sadly claimed..why me why not Tita first..kissing her..I also touchingly said..Allah choose you sayang coz Allah knows you're more mature and I can count on you more than anyone else
But I tell lies ifI said I'm happy, I feel sad, she's no longer my chubby cutey pie..but she's a real women now.And lorong untuk she leave me to start her own journey, dah terbuka lebar..lepas ni dia melanjutkan pelajaran, berkawin,berkeluarga..dan I akan terkulat2 sorang diri..jadi bujang semula.

Betapa I akan merindui anak2, menanti macam pungguk menanti bulan, terkulat2 setiap hari.Alangkah sunyinya nanti, saat itu barulah I tahu bagaimana perasaan mak, bila 8 anaknya..lahir dan seorang demi seorang, keluar sarang mencari penghidupan sendiri.

Owhh..I can't imagine!Darling..you forever will be my baby, I don't want you to grow up, I want you manja like you always do, hugging, kissing me non stop...but it's so unfair of me to stop you from having your own life, so grow up girl..grow up and be good muslimah,good daughter, wife and mother!