Sarah new lady in town

5 April 2013..history for Sarah and for me..Sarah rupanya mendahului kakak, she's a champion herself..reaching puberty..I cried, hug her when she sadly claimed..why me why not Tita first..kissing her..I also touchingly said..Allah choose you sayang coz Allah knows you're more mature and I can count on you more than anyone else
But I tell lies ifI said I'm happy, I feel sad, she's no longer my chubby cutey pie..but she's a real women now.And lorong untuk she leave me to start her own journey, dah terbuka lebar..lepas ni dia melanjutkan pelajaran, berkawin,berkeluarga..dan I akan terkulat2 sorang diri..jadi bujang semula.

Betapa I akan merindui anak2, menanti macam pungguk menanti bulan, terkulat2 setiap hari.Alangkah sunyinya nanti, saat itu barulah I tahu bagaimana perasaan mak, bila 8 anaknya..lahir dan seorang demi seorang, keluar sarang mencari penghidupan sendiri.

Owhh..I can't imagine!Darling..you forever will be my baby, I don't want you to grow up, I want you manja like you always do, hugging, kissing me non stop...but it's so unfair of me to stop you from having your own life, so grow up girl..grow up and be good muslimah,good daughter, wife and mother!